There are days that your just so angry with yourself, today is one of those days. Im angry with myself, for my emotions and how they destroy the beautiful things in my life sometimes. I wish I was different, more normal.
I pulled over and cried because the lines in the road blurred so much...
Traitorous heart of mine.
This life I choose to live is sometimes to hard but its how I love.
So as my tears come this evening and I feel this pain, I remember this is a choice I choose to this lifestyle, and rejection is painful and hard but a truth and fact of life.
This geek Girl will have to dust her self off and move on.
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