worry and content

 When were alone

You make me feel significant

Warmth and care

Radiate off your presence

I just want to belong

Publicly its different

I'm your secret

Even in its regularity

I long for the essence 

Of familiarity

This uncharted affair

Needing clarity

Accepting the untold

Worried its shame 

That hides us away

Guarding my heart

In case it's counterfeit

When we kiss

I lose all control

I lean in for support

When were alone

We are just us

I can be undone

Relishing on doing what i please

No worries 

About who will see

I can feel myself slipping

Hoping you'll catch me

When i fall

crazy

 

But it's so mixed

 Confront me now tell me how you feel

 I am not your rebound

 Of that i'm sure

 Maybe it’s because I wouldn’t or even shouldn’t

 But allow me to be blunt

This could be so much

 For my heart does not belong

I couldn’t have you, depart

I could be wrong, confusion

Reading more to it

 I didn’t want to be losing

But it’s so hard to start again

So tell me what you want

Second guessing

Telling myself calm down

You could have everything

Just tell me now

How do I

 

How do i not fall

How can i stay away

Protect my heart 

When your unavailable

Im drowning in alcohol

Cause you'll never stay

We'll always be apart

How do i guard

From your infectious smile

How do i not kiss

When your breath is mine

Make this heart hard

Every moment is worthwhile

Because soon it will be missed

How do i not give you all i am

How do i stay way

When i know your going

How do i not break

Will you draw me a diagram

To untangle the disarray

When i'm aggrieved 

This is how i survive

How to stay away

I forget every touch

Pretend those words were never said

I don't let my heart die

I won't let the days turn grey

There is no us

Until you say,

Hey

And i'm lost

ready

 

Im giddy like a school girl

Every kiss every look

Pins me down

Is this happening or real

It's time for the truth

You got me hooked

My palms get sweaty 

I'm nervous excited

While i get ready 

i had stopped thinking about

Me and you

Now the reality hinges me

You got me devout

To good to believe

My hair smells of your shampoo

Tender and strong

 heart on my sleeve

I'm all in 

Hold me close 

Kiss me again

flames

 Sweat glistens my forehead 

A warmth stretches at my core

I feel the tinders building

Your fingers plunging

I’ll be your whore

The fire spreads

As do my legs

I want more

Your lips devouring 

My whispered pleas

Your molten hands

Ravishing my skin

I am in your power

My knees shake 

As the fire builds

As I pant yes

Engulfed in your lips

Is this a dream

Our embers of passion

Let me never wake

I sweat I pant

You reach deeper

I rise my hips

We ignite

A inferno blazes

As I come… undone

Burned at this stake

blue eyes

 In the morning light

Your blue eyes reflect my face

I curl into your arms

Lay my head on your chest,

Breath you in

Our tender kisses are soft and slowly build

Enjoying this pace

You chuckle as it ends

 my hands slide along your jaw

I am enthralled by your charms

Those hooded blue eyes smile

I like this you

So relaxed and sweet

I'm caught up

In the ocean of your eyes

I got the best view

Of your morning face

I know the day should start

Drowning in the sky