How do I

 

How do i not fall

How can i stay away

Protect my heart 

When your unavailable

Im drowning in alcohol

Cause you'll never stay

We'll always be apart

How do i guard

From your infectious smile

How do i not kiss

When your breath is mine

Make this heart hard

Every moment is worthwhile

Because soon it will be missed

How do i not give you all i am

How do i stay way

When i know your going

How do i not break

Will you draw me a diagram

To untangle the disarray

When i'm aggrieved 

This is how i survive

How to stay away

I forget every touch

Pretend those words were never said

I don't let my heart die

I won't let the days turn grey

There is no us

Until you say,

Hey

And i'm lost