I see you

I see you.

Even if your words disappear 

I see you

 I know that pain I feel the depth the darkness.

I walk and breathe it in 

I soak it in my skin.

My darkness hides in me and then creeps out when I’m most unaware gutting me from the inside out, soaking me in emotional vomit and blood.

I see you.

The darkness like a room with no windows while I edge along the sides.. till I tire of trying to find the door.

Till I give in and wallow in it. 

I live in it becoming a second skin my constant companion.

My darkness my soul black and decaying. My strength and weakness.

I see you . 

The bitter truth in all the pain endless

Loneliness like a blanket isolating me

I see you I see me