Could’ve stayed

Last night

 I didn’t leave because you told me to go

 I could’ve stayed and that would’ve been Okay

I think you wanted me there

 you were drunk and vulnerable 

 it would’ve been the wrong way

hands in my pockets keeping me from touching

the hugs were too common

This moment of belonging 

Our bodies pressed so tight

I was going to kiss you 

I needed to leave, not because you said to go

I could have stayed and that would have been okay 

you stare at me with intensity, tears sliding down your face 

I wanna hold that hurt from you

 kiss away the blame 

needing to reach out 

 I would be taking advantage

I know I could’ve stayed in that would’ve been Okay

maybe I’m misreading things

Confused not sure what’s about

you told me that you love me

you apologize for being one-sided 

I ran my hands through your hair

Your close, I’m fighting this urge

so I put my hands in my pockets 

 I didn’t leave because you told me to go

 I could’ve stayed in that would’ve been Okay

Would I have been a regret

You hold many regrets of other times

Should I just forget

when the hugs are coming common 

With my face pressed to your neck 

I’m holding back kisses 

something more than just your friend

Your in the drink, it’s the wong way

Fear of rejection wins in the end 

I didn’t leave because you told me to go

I could have stayed and that would have been Okay.