Friendship lost

A misunderstanding between adults

I thought you saw me

A question  that was to much

I bared my soul

Showed you all my faults

You lost the will to see

through all my bull shit

It was to fast a rush

Now It's taken its toll

We lost all meaning 

It will never be

Close friends confidantes

I am a lonely being

Nothing will ever fit

In the space we shared 

My loss stings

I feel this absence 

I shall drown it in tears

And drinks

For word not sent

Nothing mitigates 

As my heart breaks 

Over hungover controversy 

I regret all 

And find relief in pain

Of knowing I am wrong

Forgive me forget me

my friend that never was 

I saw to much in nothing 

Like so many things

Our friendship destroyed 

By a curious mind

 This is how we end